Monday, December 5, 2011

On an up note...

I had an amazing day Friday. I hung out with my best friend Stephen who I missed dearly.  ... got to go


I have about 37 mins left in this class with nothing to do. Whoopie.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011


I think I'll be blogging more about just any random thoughts or things going on in my life. (:


Ha! There was a fight in D-lunch today. Pretty epic, the lunch room got really loud. Well crap happens.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

I'm done!

I'm not safe anywhere, except for in my mind and in my notepads.

Thursday, September 29, 2011


How could you do this to me?! I don't even care anymore.

"How do you spell not my friend?"

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Would It Matter?

There are many things.
Many things that I could say.
But would it matter?

Fighting ends in waste.
I'm so done with pulling teeth.
I've liked you so long.

blargh. awrawrawr!

Friday, September 2, 2011

I love tumblr

"Dear ashleylynnjewell, this is a post to hopefully make you smile. *ahem* based on your sidebar pic, you seem like a nice person to be around. A fun personality and a good head on your shoulders, you also have a cute smile that catches people's eyes. I know you're sad friends seem to be out doing their own thing and you're by yourself. Go call them up and ask to join! No harm in asking. And if they say no, plan your own thing! You'll be fine. =) Keep Smiling+Stay Positive -Sweet Stranger"

Monday, August 15, 2011

That one poem I lost.


I want to know how you feel about me.
I can not bare to wait any longer.
I fear there maybe some other she.
Oh woe is me, I wish I could be her.

Sadness just welling, filling up inside.
I fear tears will be falling down my cheek.
My feelings, these feelings. Oh please just slide.
All these feelings make me overly weak.

Oh why can't you just look like a monkey?
Or be a jerk like mister Christopher?
But NO! You had to be mister hunkey!
And steal my heart! Which made these feelings stir.

Come and move to Monroe, oh dear, oh please?
I pray you don't make me beg on my knees.

Thursday, July 21, 2011


So I posted my devotional time on tumblr and one of my followers
said this
"i have Philippians 1:21 tattood on my forearms :P You should check out Psalm 13 and Pslam 91:4"

That kinda made my day(:

Thursday, July 14, 2011


Somedays I wish that I knew what you were thinking.

Devotional Time at SBC

These are all the verses I found and liked, then wrote down in my notebook. I have more, but my notebook got soaked so I threw it out after ripping out pages that I wanted to keep.



Song of Songs



I let me destroy ME.
me is trying to change ME,
Eat ME,
Contain ME.

I want ME to kill me,
vanquish me,
abolish me.

me is not ME.
I want the old ME back.
I need the old ME back.

ME v. me

ME will always win.
But me will never give up.

Thursday, June 30, 2011


Just thought I'd say hi \o.  Yeah, I haven't posted in a long time. Really haven't had any huge things happen to where I write poems about. Well except that the guy I like called me a "fair maiden" (:

:D!!!!!!!!! That means I smiled exceedingly big!

Saturday, May 7, 2011


You gave them a gift.
In return we get struggles.
You gave them the gift.

You gave them the gift.
The chance to get to know us.
We all love that gift.

And the gift we get...
Well I see it plain as day.
You're taking our mom.

You're taking our dad.
Giving us a shot to shine.
To show that we CAN!

They planted the seed.
But you have watered it well.
I pray our roots spread.

May we keep blooming.
Spreading seeds ourselves, as taught.
I believe in us.

Meccles & Keccles,
They believe in us always.
Thats what parents do.

We love mom and dad.
They've taught us so very much,
and been there for us.

Your children love you.
(I'm amazed I haven't cried,
writing this poem.)

Meccles & Keccles.

Love, God, Family, Mom, Dad, Friend, Sister, Brother, Smart, kind, Funny, leaving, sadness, Joy, Memories, Trust, Care, food, cookies, Tarzan, StarWars, ping pong, Ultimate Frisbee, soccer, youth group, SpiritFire, Tears, UGH, Scared, Frustration, Alone, Darkness, Shadows, seeds, Roots, Grow, seed, alone, dies, Heaven, Hell, Bible, Abram, Canaan, Basement, TV, Songs, Couches, Blankets, Fun, 5th Quarter?
 SAU, Brian, meh, Eyes, water, Think, pain, Happy?
 Yes, No.
 Clothes, D2S, Gone, Vanish!
 4 years, seems forever, Eternity, YG, shrinks?
 It won't be the same.
 Step up?
 Grow up?
 I'm sorry, too emotional, Take a number, Try again, you can Try, I'm not giving in.
 Shadow, rock, cave, shelter.
Hide away, away from reality.

Monday, May 2, 2011


My world is falling.
Spining around and around.
I'm dreading August.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

My Brain

It won't shut up.
It bugs me all the time.
I try to settle it,
Calm it down.
It never works.

It Just keeps rambling,
on and on.

Stupid Brain,
You give me a headache.

Shut up already,
Let me take a nap.
But I guess my Brains cool,
It helped me with this rap.

But really now,
It's time to settle.

Oh please brain,
Give it a rest.
I think they get the point.
You can stop anytime now.

Yay! It's over. (:

(Oh no it's not.)

Shut Up Brain!

Sunday, March 20, 2011


I miss that feeling.
The feeling of affection.
For one another.

I miss being loved.
By that special one you have.
I miss being loved... ):

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


Should I give up the Love I Love the most?
For this new found Attraction that I have?
This is more confussing than making toast.
I think I just want to hide in a cave.

(At least until college)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011


A good cry I just got out.
I feel much better, i guess.
Can't wait for Soccer tryouts.
Go Monroe!

Thursday, February 3, 2011


My conclusion is,
I'm not going to get you.
Well thats just my luck.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011


I just found this out.
You don't have feelings for me.
Again, I'll just wait.

Saturday, January 29, 2011


Hearing you're coming,
Made my heart jump like a frog.
Nice Simile. Eh? ;)

Aunt Flo

Aunt Flo you hate me.
Thats okay, I hate you too.
Oh please LEAVE me soon!

Why do you hate aunt Flo?
Why do you hate her so?
Is she mean, is she rude?
Why should she leave soon?

She beats me, it hurts.
Would you like an aunt like that?
I do believe not!

She beats? And it hurts!
oh no, she must learn!
She must have no manners!!
She must rage and banter!
She does need a lesson!
I'm sure, I must try!
No more of this aunt, we shall make her cry!

Thankyou my dear friend.
With your help she'll leave sooner.
Oh, thankyou again.

(Italics-Alyssa Aug.)

Thursday, January 27, 2011


I'm an idiot!
Way to make him feel that way,

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

My Favorite Poem, atm

"One bright day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight.
Back to back they faced each other,
drew their swords and shot each other.
A deaf policeman heard the noise
and ran to save the two dead boys.
If you don't believe this lie is true,
ask the blind man, he saw it, too."
author-- unknown

So.... You make me Happy:)

You asked about me.
About me being happy.
That makes me happy.

When I am happy.
And then you hear about it.
That makes you happy.

Hearing all of this
Makes me even happier.
Wish I could tell you.

Without awkwardness,
But I'd be telling you.
Not that you don't know.

Because you do know.
You don't know that I know that.
I knew you'd find out.

Can't wait to see you.
It has been like forever.
I miss you Qu-T!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

You Think You Know Me.

I take one step at a time. Day by day.
Letting my pain and sorrows build inside.
Just looking forward to my fav friday.
I don't show much inside on the outside.

I don't like to upset those around me.
I don't like when those aroun me hurt moi.
And sometimes I wish those would leave me be.
And sometimes all I can ask is 'Pourquoi'?

I seem to be healing to others eyes.
But to me I just feel like jumbo shrimp.
Come on. How can shrimp be jumbo you guys?!
Or how a nerd can suddenly be pimp?!

My mind is terribly boggled always.
But that smile is there more than somedays. :)

Sunday, January 2, 2011