I can't trust anyone. I'm so done. I want this year to be over.
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Monday, April 22, 2013
Forget
I don't want to remember the time I've wasted thinking about you.
I wish I could erase you from my mind, so that if I were to ever see you again you'd just be a stranger passing by.
I've now fallen in love, with someone who loves me right back.
But I feel terribly awful that just the thought of what happened still causes me so much pain.
Friday, August 10, 2012
Somerset Beach...
I had a very odd dream last night.
It's the first day of family camp and I'm sitting in the grass of my old youth group leaders campsite. I don't know this yet though. I see them walk up and greet them both with BIG hugs. We then walk, arms around each other, back to their site. We talk about missing each other, and how I feel singled out. Then I help them set up their tent.
After finishing putting up their tent an old friend, who is called Gigi, walked up. We chat. Then the bearded friend of mine asks me if I'm ready to head up and go see the children, he says they'll make me feel better. But I decide to stay at the campsite. They and Gigi leave.
It starts to rain, and I have to use the bathroom, so I run to the field house. The bathrooms got switched, Girls on the left now and Boys on the right. I finish my business and as I'm leaving I see people who hurt me terribly homecoming of my sophomore year. I run out of the field house to avoid anything that could happen.
That's all I can remember. Alright well, choa to those of you who read my posts.
It's the first day of family camp and I'm sitting in the grass of my old youth group leaders campsite. I don't know this yet though. I see them walk up and greet them both with BIG hugs. We then walk, arms around each other, back to their site. We talk about missing each other, and how I feel singled out. Then I help them set up their tent.
After finishing putting up their tent an old friend, who is called Gigi, walked up. We chat. Then the bearded friend of mine asks me if I'm ready to head up and go see the children, he says they'll make me feel better. But I decide to stay at the campsite. They and Gigi leave.
It starts to rain, and I have to use the bathroom, so I run to the field house. The bathrooms got switched, Girls on the left now and Boys on the right. I finish my business and as I'm leaving I see people who hurt me terribly homecoming of my sophomore year. I run out of the field house to avoid anything that could happen.
That's all I can remember. Alright well, choa to those of you who read my posts.
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Tears
It's been awhile since I've cried. I don't really know exactly why I started getting upset, but what triggered the watering eyes was the fact that I miss people. /:
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Roller Coaster
Life is truly a roller coaster. Just when you think you're at the lowest point, you end up going straight back up! (: I'm so happy. I got assistant Drum Major. Something that I've always wanted. I was so happy that I burst into tears(':
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Drum Major Tryouts...
Agh. Drum Major tryouts are on tuesday. So many emotions are fludding through my body and mind it's crazy. I'm scared and excited. Super worried and anxious. Oh gosh. Wish me luck! Please? (:
Sunday, May 6, 2012
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